狮子座

是因为狮子座爱面子吗？

总是假裝不在乎你。

可是你知道吗？

最痛的是我自己。

你常说在一起了，你会疼我，照顾我，保护我，不会让我受伤。

可是竟然在一起没有未来，

我宁愿留在你身边做永远的好朋友，

也不要有一天吵架了，不开心了，分手了，尴尬了。

不是我返贱，

只是不舍得。

狮子座又没安全感了吗？

也许吧！

你说暧昧让人受竟委屈，

我说暧昧让我们更珍惜对方。

很久的以后，

我一定还会记得你的脸，

配上你的生音和吉他。

记得你的笑容，

记得你叫我别再伤害自己的身体，

记得你叫我起床，

记得你叫我吃药，

记得你开始说教，

记得你叹气，

记得你说笑话，

记得你读星座给我听，

记得你可爱的说 i'm sorry。

记得你说过等待。

人格好，小眼睛，唱歌会让我感动，

全都中了，我还在等什么？

怪只能怪狮子座最爱的是自己。

谢谢你

喜欢我

。

小小的一颗心

It's been so long since I last published a post. This blog somehow serves no purpose at all. It's more like a bin for me to spill stuff whenever I want to. Whatever it is ..

I've been thinking a lot lately. About me.
I'm feeling kinda bothered as August is approaching.
It's gonna be the 5th birthday without my dearly loved family and beloved friends in oh-my-Brunei. Obviously, I'm home sick.
This year is gonna be so much different without all the darlings in KL.

There's so much to do before turning 21.
I'm 20 and almost tried it all.
21, a stage to stop all useless stuff and be a better person? I guess so.
I've always wanted to be someone I wana be but obviously, I've failed.

To everyone who managed to read this post, good luck in life.
Sorry for being MIA for such long period.
Yes, yes. All of us have to talk!
Gosh, I'm just so bad in maintaining such bonds.
Do know that I still love ya all.

xoxo

Perfect 5

Nineteen March Twenty Eleven!
obviously, this is a late post.

Something bizarre happened 4 years ago.
Nope, not alien attack and all.

5 youngsters were destined to grow into an adult together.
They actually accompanied me throughout 3 stages of my life.
From youngster to teen then adult!




They never fail to pour me with love.
Awwwww~

2007:

2008:

2009:

2010:

Perfect 5 doesn't mean that we're perfect.
No ones perfect, duh!
Just that tiny Joanne left us for UK so yea, it became 5-1 in 2010.

Hing,



She has whatever it takes to be a fun-searching-partner!
I've never told her how warm it is whenever she says 'I'll take you there' after discovering a new place to have fun or to dine in.

Joanne,



No, she's not what she looks like.
She's always the one who came up with an idea to gather up and all.
Also, need advices? She's the one!
Uni Life might be really difficult without her.
If it's not her, I would have miss out a lot of assignments deadlines!

Mei Yie,



Missing all the heart-to-heart talk!!
Yeap, she's the most talkative ones!
Not ready to talk on the phone for more than an hour? Do not try to call her! HAHA
Now then I know we should have talk more when we could.

Leng,

The Vivi baby!
She's the fashion tips provider!
Remember how we used to say about us being the thieves and 3 of them are the police?
Yeap, she's the notti ones! but I like it *WIDE smile

All of us are heading to different pathways but I'm sort of sure that we'll still meet up one day.
Do not ever forget how magical this fate is.
Love you guys!

xoxo

For how we first met and all, do visit here!

Adelaide

Hello South Australia!

Packing can be really scary! =)



Loves!



Random shot at Changi Airport.

If you're trying to kill boredom then you might as well quit reading now. You might sleep half way reading. So =) xoxo

It's been a week since I'm here in Adelaide. I have to say that today is a HEY PIE day! Well, what happened totally lifted up my mood! Frankly speaking, I had a hard time getting used to the quiet environment here. Maybe I should have chosen to stay in the city. Oh well, it takes less than a minute to reach uni. That's the only benefit I can think of. Like c'mon, can't they at least provide unlimited access to the internet? Or maybe.. a friend to roam around with? Too bad, I haven't met anyone whom I'll give a call and we'll hang out till late night without getting uncomfortable. Orientation day doesn't help AT ALL! It somehow tells me to be prepared that I'm gonna be all alone throughout my final year! Where are all the Asian?! Yea, it was THAT bad! Anyways, my housemate is one nice people. She's a local and sadly, I couldn't really get here sometimes. Okay, she kept going pardon and I kept going excuse me? She talked REALLY fast with her Australian accent (everyone here talks like that, I always wonder how they get each other. Can't they just open their mouth to speak clearly and slower please? *puppy eyes) while for me, whenever I talk, my mind will go like 'can she actually get me?' so I'll definitely say no to jokes incase she went HUH? That's gonna be awkward. Whatever it is, she's awesome! She brought me to the stores to stock up on my very first day of arrival! And, she accompanied me to the city just to show me the bus stops and all. Helpful much? Yes.

This is the housemate, Lauren is the name.
At first, I thought it was Learn, imagine how fast she speaks.
Lauren = Learn. HAHA

The weather is incredibly weird. It was really cold during the first few days. And great, it became really hot since I bought a blanket and quilt. They're in purple and red and they're pretty! HAHA! Okay, whatever. The room smells like hamster (nature) when I just moved in but I've solved it with air freshener! Can I move this current room to KL? It has so much space for everything but I'm only allowed to bring two exploding luggage over. The wardrobe looks sad as it's not fully filled. Guess I should lock myself before spending too much. There's my size for everything I wanted! Boo KL, BOO! TEEHEE! But say Yay KL, YAY after comparing prices. Sad life isn't?

The accommodation.
No, there's no picture of my room.



The back entrance of the Uni.
Guess what, I still couldn't find the main entrance until today!



Found something hilarious!

Speaking of internet connection, there's these 3 URGH thingy that were driving me nuts. Yes, internet connection at home, Australia phone number and opening a bank account! However, two of the above were settled today! I'm glad that I actually push myself to the city on my own today! I went testing my luck all the way, trying to remember the buildings, bus stops and etc. Everything went alright! YAY! Yes, I've met lots of nice people all the way! They saved me from getting a ticket back home before class starts =)

The city.

Rundle Mall.
More like a street to me.

People here seems to look alike! Every guy (teens) looks like Justin Bieber! And most of the girls are blondies! Envy the hair color!! Anyways, I think I'll have hard time recognizing their faces. Well, that's funny because my housemate thinks all Asians look the same! And.. I definitely don't think so. Also, people here are extremely friendly. This applies to people who provide services only. I'm starting to be that well-mannered as well! HEHE! Ermm. Not all of them tho. Sorry to say this but there's one female bus driver who I wish I can really slap em on the face. Going on a bus here doesn't mean that you walk in, sit then someone will come up to you and you'll pay. Here, we have to pay first. So the other day, I put on a hello-I'm-new-here face but she still went 'what do you want? what do you want? what do you want?' Repeating like a freaking parrot! That's .. sniff but it's okay, I met an awesome bus driver today! He taught me of saying student instead of adult when getting a ticket! So I see what's up with the expensive fares I used to get.

Hmm. What else?

O yea! This place is a so-called SNACKS heaven for me!! Whatever that you can and cannot and used to can find in supersave (or supasave?) are all here!! I might as well say goodbye to the diet promises I've made to the people in Brunei. It's almost a crime to say No =)

Last but not least, time moves like gold here! (Masa itu emas) I couldn't imagine how panda-ish I gonna be when assignments start floating in.

I've almost talked about everything!

If you ever ever EVER reach this sentence, I salute you! And not to say, love you to the max!

Wish me luck in life! xoxo

Something might change

I wouldn’t say that I’m back to blogging but theres something wandering in my mind for too long. And its seriously extremely time-consuming, such a waste of time to care. Basically, I just wana find a way to express these thoughts.

Well, after thinking for a day and a night, I still don’t find myself at fault.

‘All my life, I’ve been good [to you] but now, WHOA Im thinking what the hell!’

If you don’t appreciate it, why should I give a damn? Taking it for granted much? YES, I guess.

For now, I don’t really care if you hate me or love me. I’m done with all these shits.

Take Note: If you’re not changing your behavior, attitude, negative thinking and all those stuff, your life will NEVER EVER change.

‘爱我 恨我 随便你 [我]不要活得不像我自己’

Well, seems like I still DO care a little as that particular person is YOU.

The purpose is obvious as I'm here, instead of my private blog nor 'another' blog.

I'm trying to solve an issue here (depends on how you interpret this post).

Whatever it is, that's my main intention.

Honestly, you have to change.

With your sudden-usual-extreme temper and bossiness, that's too much.

People kept complaining about you but I once thought that 'oh well, just ignore her for awhile and everything will be okay'.

But unpredictably, you can go another step further.

Messaging to another person, telling how fucked up you are IS DEFINITELY NOT WHAT A BEST FRIEND WILL DO!

I DO NOT MIND if you might as well MESSAGE ME AND TELL ME WHATS UP rather than letting another person went 'oh, my mom =)'

Like duh, its too noticeable to be someone else than her mom.

I'm not sure how you're feeling right now.

You're gonna be either exceedingly pissed off or think about it, recall and feel sorry.

Anyways, I'm still waiting for your message to make everything clear enough.

People, have a nice year ahead =) Less than 3.